Thanks for being so honest, JonLaw. I have been disappointed in my life as well.
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Being a young mom was my favorite time. My daughter is now 15 and our relationship is more difficult. This phase is very tough for me - maybe my worst.
I just need to find something to go do with myself that actually means something to me. So, theoretically, I should be able to solve my problem.
Severe congestive heart failure frustrating to have because it saps your energy and then you have to cart around an oxygen tank.
So, you've got "teenage girl" angst on top of severe medical condition. Not fun at all.