Sometimes I miss me. But since I was so much older when I had DD, I am just too grateful not to give up the former life. And now that she is 4, I find there are opportunities opening up, that I can be more of me. I am not gone, just hibernating.

And I look forward when she can do so many things with me. That instead of going to Rocking Horse Ranch and Disney World every year, we will travel all over the world. In fact, we are planning a trip to Mexico between Rocking Horse Ranch and Disney in April, over Feb break. Yes, it is only Club Med with a MiniClub for her, but there will be a trip to some ruins and some cultural newness. Yes, it is Cancun, but it is start.

Ren