There's a gifted homeschoolers group. I am part of their messageboard, but haven't drummed up the courage to really participate. I know it's GT denial combined with years of suffering from "Impostor Syndrome". (Heck I still feel like an impostor!) The constant fear of what if we don't really fit there, either. I know, I know, I won't know unless I actually do it. Still if we get rejected there then what does that leave?

I am typically not so woe-is-me. I feel like I will soon be approaching a crossroad and need to start mapping out the next leg of my journey. I need to work on my own internal change management.