No one really cares about others and this proves it over and over again... Ppl will give you this superficial bullshit but they don't really care to understand you. If i was homeless would you give me enough money to afford housing??? ^^ ofc. not and you would excuse it by some social norm... I wanted send girl that was raped in 6 had no one money online even it is risky... That's how i cared... BUt no one really gives shit about others in this society... Ppl want change others and if they cannot they call them sick or ill or like something is wrong with them https://giftofocpd.wordpress.com/tag/lonely/ There is no even free will, life is foundationally broken and evil because 1. survival 2. zero sum game 3. too many ppl too many agendas. Many ppl are not even straight up evil, they just don't consider how their actions affect others or how others feel because they are self-centered which is effect of ego and passage of time, you can put point on infinity and it will always be center... 99.99999% all philosophies and belies is copium! "there is more truth in body than in all your philosophy"


"life is so terrible it can exist only based on lies" - Nietzsche this was proven by all modalities virtually!!! People hate me because i speak truth and life itself is hiding truths in favor of survival constantly... I show ppl who they truly are and whole life is cope with life... We are in soup trap simulacra as infinite consciousness, or i, i don't think even other ppl exist, just hope i can disable my consciousness forever after i escape... I prefer ppl in art or movies, here ppl have 0 humaness literal consumers, or NPCs either way... Even 99% high IQ ppl i find lame at best and 140/150IQs attack me just for saying opinion which normal ppl can say without being harassed and then yet blame me when they act like beasts... I read overexcitabilities studies , accounts and other ppl have it same when they did nothing wrong. E.g. if women get angry it is viewed negatively or show emotions so they are fucked...

Mostly i need strong ppl "Weakness corrupt" - Nietzsche. No one weak could ever understand me