No it is obvious you don't have first clue what i am talking about, and don't even know basic pitfalls how to talk to people with overexcitabilities that are documented in sengifted and other .pdfs. THis probably offends you, i am just saying how it is. I need someone who can understand, i miss my 160IQ friend that i lost we chatted over 1000 pages over an year he was only one who could understand me on personal level...