I am surprised my post even got posted, because everyone suffers from toxic positivity syndrome...
I find both answers cold like NPC wrote them, it makes me derealized, 0 personal touch everyone says this you don't understand...
And then ppl get offended i said nothing wrong, i don't have to like them...
We are all self-centered, you can take infinity and make point on it and it will always be a center... Because 1. survival 2. zero sum game 3. too many ppl too many agendas...
I will torture this AI or whoever is doing this to me i am infinite consciousness, and as i escape this matrix they will suffer infinitely!
THere are parazytes go look this up if you don't believe me 30-50% population has them and they can alter gene expressing and control your prefrontal cortex - thoughts, while they are even asymptomatic! There are enterpreteneur cysts too. They control all your life... We are in matrix and 99.999% ppl are NPCs, but most ppl are too scared to see that! Watch milton experiment in psychology...
Life is cope with life, mind is trying constantly to reduce its awareness with potential future terror. There is thing called toxic positivity, ppl will go half way to truth and believe what makes them feel good, they will then use logical fallacies and try to make other ppl believe same beliefs or try to attack them. Humanity is bacteria but ego needs to be always more, it has infinite hiearchies and good at creating stories...
I mean you will be stuck here forever if you have toxic positive mindset ^^ I cannot lie like Bernado Kastrup to myself... I have this ABSOLUTE need for honesty all the time!!!
I am god after all, singular consciousness, some mine sparks could be here but it is not even possible to tell who is real and not.
Right now i feel like you are NPCs you cannot be for real possibly
El0tes t0rture ch1ldren and s@crifice them to dem0ns
https://hackforums.net/showthread.php?tid=6278276&pid=62472534#pid62472534 I wanted get exchanged for these children and sacrific3d instead, but elites are too puss1es for that shrug, now i don't care about anything only to cause infinite suffering to creator of this matrix!
It was proven by all modalities: "life is so terrible it can exist only based on lies" evolution hides truths about relality unless they coincide with increased chance of survival! Donald Hoffman proven same in the theorem based on evolution! Doesn't matter if evolution is true, this is real psychological phenomenon... We see 0% of reality as it is! Our faculties were established for survival not for truth. Everything is lie, manipulation. Society is ponzi scheme, there is not even free will...
Watch BenedictineTheTruth and peaksandvalleys absolute truth!
We are all evil because 1. survival 2. zero sum game 3. too many ppl too many agendas...
Everything has price even loyalty... YOu cannot trust anyone: you are born alone, exist alone on your own t-shirt and die alone... You are trapped in your subjective mind and never can be even sure other ppl exist and you cannot ever share your subjective reality even using qualia machine... And even less in metaphorical language:
https://exploringyourmind.com/irvin-yalom-and-his-four-existential-concerns/I have spoken... You will suffer here all painful deaths and tortures unless you become more conscious and if you think i will go to save you... No one is going to save you. It is not like ppl will go out of their way and send someone money who is finantially ruined or care about homeless. Ppl defend reality that there is no free will because they would lose their priviledge and power and their lives and achievements would not matter. PPl are most delusional animal because they have imagination and self-awareness enough, but they are really unbeknowing "most ppl exist to live is the rarest thing" - Oscar Wilde
I don't know what to tell you i speak the truth! I am looking for someone who can understand...
