I definitely feel misunderstood a lot. I get told to 'just relax' all the time, because I am so focused on little things. And, one of the worst things is I'm so hard to please, because of having such particular things in mind - that I know I have inadvertently hurt people's feelings. I always try and express gratitude toward people, and when I don't like something, I am nice about it. But, there have been so many times where I think people expect me to jump up and down with joy and instead I'm like 'meh' because quite frankly.. it takes a LOT to impress me. It's not as if I grew up being spoiled or anything; I just have specific ideas in my head. It's rare for someone else to hit the mark. It causes my poor husband a lot of stress.


Z - 01/23/11 and O - 05/12/13