I understand your dark day, Lori, and you aren't alone, totally. I hope you find some peace when you come here! Too many things added up at onece and it gets very discouraging. Sometimes the next day or maybe the next week looks a little brighter, I hope this happens for you and your son.
Your son still sounds hopeful and that's huge.
Keep doing what you need to do and don't give up.
Don't let "the man" get you down, seriously, don't!
smile

((hugs))

Neato