Oh, gosh, nothing like having your whole life in an upheaval!
You sound very together about it, despite how hard this must be on the whole family. I don't mean to take this thread off on a tangent veering from the direction you need it to take, but I have some experience with living with depressed people, so I know what a toll it can take on the people around the depressed person. I'm really aching for you.
How do you feel about leaving school and going back to work? Is that something you're okay with, or would it be strictly a necessary evil?
Are you getting the emotional support you need IRL? Do you have help from family and/or friends?
I wish I had other help to offer, but I don't know any good books on bipolar. Anything I can do to help you, though, just ask!
K-
