I think I was a gifted kid but i am pretty average with spatial stuff so nowhere near as bright as my kids. Unfortunately i got the anxiety and existential depression full strength and am not good at social stuff (maybe a bit aspie since in the current generation of the family there is a lot). I do well in an academic setting but not so well in real life. I constantly have to remind myself that i am happier in my current job than i have ever been even though it is way below my education level.