Hello everyone,
so I am Linje a 25 years old frenchgirl, [I'm saying just in case some of my sentences would sound funny] and I am a lost gifted, and a Peter Pan reader !
So, today my psychologist asked me how long I was going to waste my time doing day jobs and my so-called arty shenanigans. (I think I'm musician sometimes !) This question is moving me so much, even Mother never asked me so ! (Mother is not uncaring, I was born with an health condition and I had substance abuse issues, so she's just grateful to have me here rather than in a grave)
Now you can asked what it has to do with being gifted ? That's the point I told to my psychologist, but to everyone it has do with this "condition". I'm no longer the person she thinks I am. She knows me well but can an adult still be called gifted even if they did not achieve a single thing in their life ? It's my case so I don't think so.
Since I'm alcohol and drugs free, I felt like should have done something with myself but that I can't because my brain is gone and that an harmful life is all I deserve and can pretend to, since I wasted what I had. I having much more of an hard-time when people are saying "You can do anything you want with the brain you have" that is so not true. They can't seem to get that you just can not apply to the Uni just because you know how to read...
Did someone ever felt like being smart was a curse, and that perhaps they were not meant to achieve "great" stuff ?
