I just went through my book wishlist and noted that about 85-90% of them were in the field of mathematics and/or physics. And, er, no, I most definitely am not interested in naturopathy, or mis-applying the terms of quantum physics. I am strongly interested in science-based medicine, but I'm thinking it'll remain more of a hobby, like studying foreign languages or literary analysis.

Yeah, sorry about all that, geez, I mean usually I stop myself before I go too long-winded, but by 5 a.m. my words become a relentless torrent. I think I knew pretty much what to do, except that I am always seeking out the reassurance of others due to this anxiety, which forms a ceaseless shadow of self-doubt, so thank you for helping to cast light on the underlying confidence I needed to put my plans into action.