I have asked my high school counselor for mental help throughout high school, but she believed me to be some sort of lunatic. She doesn't wish to connect with me any longer otherwise she probably would have already done so within the past 3 years. All of my former high school teachers thought that I was a lunatic as well.

It's tough when no one takes you seriously, but I somewhat have learned how to live with it. I don't know if I can continue to live with it though. I do wish to get taken seriously so that I can become successful and have my dream life, but I feel that I'm just too stupid to be any good to anyone.