HighIQ, I’m concerned about you, health-wise. If you ever feel distressed or in need of support, the crisis and support lines in the link below are always available, with professional support.

There is no shame in asking for help if ever you need it. Excuse me if I’m being forward, but your posts recently have sounded quite unwell, and you needn’t suffer alone. Help is available.

https://www.mentalhealth.gov/get-help/immediate-help

What is to give light must endure burning.