thanks you Grinity. I think you "got" me. That's all I want, finding my identity. I am learning now, how to just be ok with "me". I do not fit in to ANY type of group incl. gender. I have started to understand this and not think it is a bad thing. It is who I am, but saying this will probably keep me from ever fitting in, in the long run. But then again, do I really need to fit in? As humans I think we desire this, which makes it harder to accept the facts.
I agree, I am not even talking about intelligence either. I know some things I like to talk about probably bore people, people tend to want to be happy go lucky while I am on a constant strive to improve myself. The hard part about all this, is knowing certain things, and observing human behavior and then getting frustrated with people around me. Not caring, or not thinking that its important to our society or to our own existence. We need to change. Anyway, thank you for understanding me.

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