I am not sure what to do in this case but I wanted to tell you my experience has been. I am a currently a scientist and have hated writing since I can remember. I mean hated writing to the point that it would make me sick. Even as an adult I hate writing. Recently, I applied to a university to get a masters degree in computer science. To complete my application I had to write a personal statement. I waited until the last day to do and had an upset stomach the entire time. I almost broke down in tears. On the other hand math and science has always been easy for me. How is your DS in math and science?