I am asking myself how I got here. I am lost and depressed, I feel as if I have missed the boat.
I'm 23 years old and living in missouri, no Idea what I am doing here. I would love to go to school and learn, but how can I find a place that has to offer what I need. I used to live in Europe, and tried going to school there, but everything was to slow and I would lose interest. I am wanting to go to school here now, but what, and were?
I earned the lowest highschool diploma without effort because I couldn't deal with the issues going on there.
And I feel like this is all an excuse. I wish I could give up and end it all, even though I never will thats how frustrated I am with everything.
I know you cant read minds and I feel dumb for venting on here.
I don't have anyone to talk to about this so..
its a mess.
