Yes, I think Kriston's advice is probably right on the mark, or at least I hope it is, because I've already taken some steps in that direction out of sheer desperation. A couple of weeks ago, when I really thought I would snap, I contacted a refugee resettlement organization to inquire about volunteer opportunities. I worked with refugees in the past, loved the experience, and miss it terribly. Maybe if I can just keep a foot in that world, it will make my day job more bearable. Hard part is finding time to volunteer while working full time and raising a GT boy. I know I'll be a better parent though, if my own needs are fulfilled. In any case, it's increasingly clear to me that SOMETHING's got to change.
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