I'm so glad to hear that you are finding information and ideas that resonate with you. I suspect that as you begin this new journey, you will become more confident that you are on the paths that make sense to you, not to some imagined ideal.

There's another site that's been helpful to me, written for gifted adults by Paula Prober, a counselor who works with gifted adults. It's called "Your Rainforest Mind." Perhaps that can be another place for support and finding those with similar thoughts.