Good morning Jason, reading your post now...will respond in a bit. Are you still online? Please respond.

Hi, editing after reading your post:
Although you have sought help in the past, please don't stop trying to get help. Even if it is in part via the internet -- whatever works for you.
But I do agree with the other response that in-person help can be very good. Medications can play a temporary role in getting someone back on a somewhat even keel so they can begin therapy and feeling better sooner. As part and parcel of who you are, there is your intellect to be considered. Any good treatment plan would take that into account - starting with some kind of testing. (And yes it does sound like you are gifted, perhaps very much so, which can be lonely - but doesn't have to be.)

I have often thought this board would do well to have an area dedicated to young adults and even older adults who still are struggling to fit in, find their place and have healthy relationships. I know I have found much solace and camaraderie here.


I would say: stick around on this board, share your own experiences, get help, help others.
Heck, maybe you could one day be that doctor who can help and understand others in the position you are in now.

Last edited by chris1234; 03/05/16 09:20 AM.