Sympathy, btdt! I agree with what everyone else says, but maybe the part you'd most like to think about is that in a while you may have insatiable readers who will just disappear and be found hours later, when it occurs to you that it's very quiet, still reading, or children who leave you to sleep in on a Saturday morning while they get busy playing chess against themselves... Hang in there.

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