The neuropsych report on DD8 was not too bad for me, but I know exactly what you felt from the OT report on sensory processing issues for both kids. I keep wondering what I could have done, and whether this is all my fault, even though I know it's not. It's really hard to wrap my head around it all. DD8 is struggling in school, and I am in dread of DS4 hitting kindergarten. He scored at the 2nd percentile on a test of fine motor skills! At the same time, he's such a fun, funny, sweet little person! I just don't know what to think.