Hello Everyone,
I'm a woman in early thirties.I experience depressive episodes of rage or mania...
My first episode, that I'm aware of, started when I had racing thoughts, I used to scream, till for some period of time, then i started to break glass, totally went out of control, hit my own self and my other members of family who come close to me.
This I have come to felt that upon reflection, starts when I have insecurities, When I'm at the flight of rage, feeling like a failure and having flight of ideas at the same time, the most common emotion that I am battling at that time is rejection.
For last 7 years, I'm on medication, which is psychotic medicine and anti-depressant medicine.
Looking forward,
