Such a quandry

When turn 8-9-10, will average out?

Haha, I am still in denial aren't I? LOL

Fear: When older, maybe when turn 8, 9, 10, be 'normal' and all the friends who knows will say HA, what were ya thinking -- you thought your kid was special/gifted/bright?

Fear: When older, maybe when turn 10-12-14-16, start asking about the meaning of life and I won't have a satisfying answer, esp. with all the awful things that happen in the world.

I'm thinking too much.