I have been equally freaked out my whole life shocked. The only difference now is that I am mature enough to gracefully get myself out of a situation where such movies or shows are being watched cool. When I was younger I was more likely to be peer-pressured into such viewings frown.

It is the pictures I have trouble with. I can't even handle TV news. I don't even like to read the news. But it's fine if I get news from the radio. I also work a lot with people who are dying and while sometimes sad, it never freaks me out at all. My problem comes with passively watching. Just how I'm wired, I guess.