I do get SSI but the bare minimum, whatever that is, because my academic performance was taken into account.
I don't believe that this is accurate. JonLaw can correct me here if I am wrong, but as far as I know, once you are deemed eligible for SSI, the only factor in determining your benefit amount is your income and assets. A lot of people are shocked to find that the
maximum benefit is less than $700/month, though.
You had expressed concern over losing your health insurance. You should be relieved to know that your Medicaid will continue as long as you are receiving SSI. It's not the greatest insurance in the wold, but it is significantly better than most lower-income working people have access to.
I really hope you can find a counselor who can work with you to help you get to a point where you can be employable. You might find that what is holding you back is not as insurmountable as you think it is.
Good luck.
