I really feel for you, but don't feel like I have any great insight to share. We've been partial homeschooling and so far it's satisfying to see her pushbthrough something and make progress and I think it's the right thing to do. But not fun for me at all, such a relief when it's over in fact. I feel like a terrible parent for not finding homeschool joyous and fun an adorin every minute with my child!