I feel for you. It is so hard for me to understand that something that can affect me so deeply doesn't seem to move very many (any? sometimes) others. The summer of the green movement in Iran was difficult for me--I just couldn't understand how people could be unaware of what was happening. (this was also due to geography and demographics where we were living--made it even more unlikely to find a kindred spirit.) No advice, but you aren't alone.