"You're not going to find your life passion inside your personal area of weakness"

You are so right. Thanks for posting that!
We do belong to a church and I don't feel like I'm suffering but I do worry about trying to do more than I can handle. (with the homeschooling) Both kids have special needs, both are different yet the same in some ways and both could probably do extremely well at home... alone. Both together would be counterproductive. But both want to be homeschooled.

Jennifer