Yeah that pretty much sums up how I feel too! I have a DD4 A DS2 and a baby. Some days it is really hard. I also get very little sleep.
It is hard to find support when your little ones are very intense. I get breaks from relatives sometimes but no one can handle them for very long. They are not bad, just very intense. It makes me feel a little better to hear others struggles watching them. Like Grandma getting frustrated with the constant questioning.
Watching three kids is hard. Especially when they are unusual in some ways. It is hard to explain to other people just what a day is like with three kids like this. I share your feelings. Sometimes I stand in my room and think this is just not normal.
Challenges come up for all moms but it is hard to explain. It helps if you can get time one on one with them. Two adults per one child works well.
Do you have anyone who understands them that can give you a break? Do you have any friends with kids that are similar? Do you have things exceptionally well baby proofed?
Hang in there. I wish I had better advice. I am trying to figure this out as well. I am sorry you are feeling isolated. Just know you are not alone.
Congratulations on your walker. Thats great! Your kids sound like a lot of fun.
