I am one to freak out in the moment and then spend the next few days googling everything I can find about the issue. But, I've come to learn that my reaction is really just giving me the time to feel the feeling, get a plan, and then move forward. Try to give yourself that time, however long that takes. And vent here whenever you want.
You are the perfect parent for your kids. You can do this. You are doing this. And your kid (as you know) is the same amazing kid that he has always been. All you need to do now is continue to provide your DS with what he needs to thrive, as you always have. Now you just have more information to help you do that.
((hugs))
