Work hard. Don't worry about "giftedness". You still are who you always were. If you think you might have depression (losing your sense of humour and being unhappy make it sound like a possibility), go and see a doctor, and of course, make sure you're doing basic stuff to take care of yourself like sleeping, eating sensibly and exercising - the brain won't work properly if the body isn't well.

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