Gratefulmom...DD says the same things to God. She thinks she's such a "horrible child" and that what she did was so bad she just gets beside herself and doesn't know what else to say that would be drastic enough that she often says something to that effect as well. I know she hears things on TV in a "comical way" but she has said it. The worst part is, she said it the first time and it got such a reaction from DH and I that she now has said it 3 times recently (partly I think to get a rise out of us, but partly because she feels so terrible and guilty after her meltdowns.) You are not alone!