Thank you so much, aeh!

I've learned a lot from your thoughtful comment.
I'd like to say that I'm the slowest reader that I know of. Finishing a book always takes forever, so it seems. I actually get incredibly stressed out on a daily basis because of this. As you will see from my post from hours ago, which hasn't posted yet, I think nvld may be a huge factor as well. I'm interested in hearing your opinion, if you will.
Some other things that I didn't know were important to explain are the psychiatric diagnosis I've received over the last several years which I've had all of my life. A serious anxiety disorder that includes (panic attacks and ocd, before benzodiazepine, ssri, ERP) and I just spent a year learning DBT for my emotional issues and it has helped tremendously. I assume BPD, but have had no conformation. My therapist refuses to give my diagnosis, but I think I will go retreive my records. I know now that these disorders are what made me leave school after the 10th grade.
If there is anything that may teach me how to read well, I'd love to know about it as it may make a huge difference in my life. If I'm nvld like I think I am, where should I start for remediation or can it not be improved upon.
I'm really happy to have found this forum.