Ocelot, I will join the chorus of voices telling you that you are not alone! Last week, I was seriously daydreaming about running away from home. DS6 takes us on a rollercoaster of emotions a few times weekly, and it can be absolutely draining. One day he tells me he loves me so much that he's willing to die for me. The next day, he acts like a little jerk. The next day, every little thing turns into a big drama. The next day, he is joyous and carefree. I often feel like I'm on wash, rinse, spin, repeat cycle. Thank goodness for wine.