"The question is - what do you need that you aren't getting, at this stage of your parenting? "
I think it's just a matter of wanting to do what is best for DD. It's the same devotion that I had when I was pregnant, "Am I up to this? Will I be able to do this important job well? Will I look back and know that I did my best" I felt that way the first moment I held her, and I feel that way now.
Also, since, she is my first, I don't really know what "normal" is and the charts never seemed to really apply to DD. I just chalked it up to every child is different.
I want to be able to make as informed decisions, as possible for DD. Especially, regarding things, such as education.
I hope that made sense...
