... to further prove that my intelligence outdoes those of others. This is the only thing that will give me satisfaction.
Please consider re-reading your various threads and members' reply posts. You may see that several members have provided answers which shared their accumulated knowledge base and years of experience in the form of advice and guidance: You may be choosing a wayward, self-defeating path which works against long-term happiness, healthy self-esteem, and good mental hygiene.
By contrast, identifying and focusing on one's own calling, strengths, interests, and passion projects (
independent from reference to relative achievement in comparison with others, their accomplishments, accolades, awards, recognition, and/or perceived shortcomings) provides positive guideposts of personal growth in success, stability, and genuine self: authenticity.
