Why are you so certain that you are gifted, HighIQ? If you didn't pass gifted test or do well in courses usually for gifted people then why do you think this? Because of books you read in third grade? You should note that our gifted kids read these fantasy books for enjoyment, not because they are limited by their IQs to do so.
Maybe you need to look at yourself and ask why you need to self-identify as gifted. You sound bitter about this. You can accomplish what you want in life without the label.
