I don't really feel as if I've ever caught up. I think I may have some processing issues as well. It takes a while for me to do simple calculations in my head, I feel foolish when I have to use a calculator for simple calculations that most people can do instantly. I was a late bloomer for sure. My first go at college I failed out. I was determined to finish in 3 years and loaded up on way too many classes including math. My second go at college I realized I needed to take it slower, and managed to graduate with a decent GPA.