I think I mean outside my emotional comfort zone. I hate change of any kind and have a hard time with intense emotions. But things seem better today... I think over time I will find my balance again.
Oh, yes, I completely identify with you there. One of my biggest worry about homeschooling DS5 is his hyper-emotional nature. It's very intense, and it exhausts me very quickly in large doses. If public school can work for him, I'd like very much to make it work. If not, he'll probably spend 3-4 days at the school-for-homeschoolers. I don't think I can manage him otherwise.
On all that change/emotional stuff, I completely understand!
Are you getting enough time away from your kids? For me, that's been the difference between sanity and utterly losing my marbles.
