I need some advice please. I'm reposting an email sent to an area Mom about our story. I find out for sure on Tuesday and I'm scared. Not of the dx, scared that I won't do the right thing. IF she has it, it is mild, but she has definitely severe handwriting and problems with the math logistics, her skills are ok, lots of mixing up numbers and signs. Reading and vocab are off the chart. We've been in private school, we homeschool now, do I push for a dx? Will we need it later as she gets older? She is gifted, FSIQ on Wisc 4 at 129. Individual achievement test in reading 99%. OT said the scores might be higher with accommodations. Ok, here is our condensed version..
Thank you D___! So much!! She is 9 1/2 and has never had any serious problems until recently. This has all been like being hit with a Mack truck from behind. It started last spring, the 3rd grade timed multiplication tests just flattened her. She has always made high averages in everything and it made no sense, she knew the facts but couldn't write them down, it was so weird! She also started having problems writing down answers in language arts, again, she knew the material cold, just couldn't put it on paper. I wasn't happy with how the school handled the problem (oblivious at the time that she could have a real LD) and we were anticipating making a move so I decided to homeschool her for a year, till we were able to move. In the past few weeks, I've gotten concerned over her handwriting, it's terrible, beyond terrible. I've always been told by her teachers that it was because she was left handed and she would eventually catch up but her refusal to do any writing and the fact that it seemed to be rapidly getting worse prompted me to take her for an OT eval. That was a wake up call! She has serious motor deficiencies, low tone, problems with crossing the hemispheres, etc. The OT said the her high IQ (which we knew about) helped her to compensate this far with high grades and no big red flags, but she has hit a wall and can't cover any longer. Now that I've started researching, I'm floored by how many symptoms she DID have that we (very nerdy, non-sporty, pudgy, probably dyspraxic, adults) never realized were symptoms. Never crawled, never rolled, late to walk, never colored, lots of sensory things, clumsy, can't remember directions, this list goes on and on. But, she's also gifted, creative, talked at a year, reading by two, funny, sweet, quirky, precious and nothing about her has ever seemed wrong to us. I know you know the feelings we are experiencing. On one hand, I'm scared but on the other, I'm thankful that we may have uncovered it before she experiences the low self esteem and emotional issues that could come with not discovering it. I was expecting the OT to send us home with a tennis ball, some pencil grips and a handwriting text and I feel like our whole world has shifted. We don't have an official DX yet but the OT and I talked at length and she and I both feel like DCD is spot on. And her motor deficits are pretty severe. The fact that I've missed so many symptoms over the years just kills me, but until now, nothing was obvious enough to really worry about. And, by our choice, she has always been in private school with no special ed services. Seemed like the right choice for her, until now.
I took her to our eye Dr who is a close family friend and has a child with a LD. She confirmed serious tracking and convergence problems, had researched DCD the night before at my request and also thinks it's a fit. She's known L since she was 3 and is shocked that her experience and medical training never helped her to spot any red flags. My child thrives on pleasing us and my heart breaks that she has been hiding these problems, or that I wasn't tuned in enough to see them.
I guess the big questions that I have now is about the best Doctors for this. The OT is going to write the report and recommend further eval. Our primary care Doc is another family friend (the ONLY benefit to living in the sticks) and he will write the referral to anyone I want. I'm guessing we should go to a neuropsychologist next?? Anyone you would suggest? I want to address her issues and not waste too much time setting a plan in motion since we are coming to the party late as it is. The OT can start therapy for her tone and core strength problems but she said that having an official DX will be a huge help to open doors for further treatments. Not really sure what she meant but I think that our next, logical step is to see a specialist. Any names that you have would be greatly appreciated.
I'm sorry this has turned into such a novel, I think I needed to vent a little. My husband sees the "symptoms" and agrees that we have hit on something but he is a little freaked and isn't ready to really talk about it yet. I'm not talking to anyone else until I get some answers, don't want to set off the typical family, fretting and wailing that will come. For now, I'll comb the internet, 24/7 and try to make sense of all this. I really appreciate you reaching out a hand. The guy from Dyspraxia USA (forgot his name) called and said that there were a few families around. Finding someone who has been down the path and can give me a little direction to specialists is like a light in the fog!
That's it in a nutshell...
So I get the official OT report emailed to me on Tuesday, and it suggests further therapy and eval, What do I do then? How can I have her WISC IV re-tested with accommodations if they could help her? I know they will guide me a bit but I want to know what an educated and informed parent does for their child. I'm trying to be all those things but my head's exploding so I thought I would look to some examples.
If you were on the cusp of possibly getting an LD diagnosis for your mildly (maybe more) gifted child, what would you do? If you've been there, what would you do differently? Feel free to spell it out, I'm still in a state of shock and need things step by step. I want to approach this the best, right way for my baby girl.
Thanks for reading this far and any advice you can give.
Last edited by pearlybob; 12/07/09 12:25 PM.