Well, I believe in cleaning up my own messes and leaving a place better than I found it. If I had the means and opportunity to make schools better than they are--schools in my neighborhood or in the poorest slum in Asia--I'd do it. But if I don't take care of my own backyard, who will?
It has to start here. My kids are my first priority because no one else has any responsibility to them but me. They're my "backyard" to take care of.
If I may be bold here...I think guilt is nearly always a wasted emotion, especially guilt over the circumstances of one's birth. It's no better than feeling superior about the circumstances of one's birth. You had nothing to do with it, so let it go.
If you feel guilty over your *actions*, then fix what you're doing wrong. There, guilt is the impetus for positive change. But if you're feeling guilty over something you can't change, like how fortunate you are, then I say (kindly, but firmly
) either get over it or use that feeling to spur you to do something to improve life for others.
But I feel very strongly that guilt without action is a waste of time and emotional energy. It's selfish, really. You're not helping anyone. You're just paralyzing yourself as you contemplate your own navel.
(BTW, that's you in the generic sense, not "you" as an attack, MON.
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And really, what's the use in that?
I think you don't want to go into negotiations with the school carrying a chip on your shoulder. I think that's good advice. But I also think that you *have* to feel that your child is entitled to a real education. Otherwise, what's the point?
You're a nice person, MON. I'm glad to know you. I'm glad you're so caring and kind.
Now get over it. <tongue planted firmly in cheek>