Hello,

so weird it says 3k threads, but there are only 2 pages whatever...

Anyone here suffering from procrastination, revenge/bedtime procrastination, hyperbolic discounting, executive disfunctions, chronic boredom, existential boredom?!

You don't solve procrastination by using will, because will has limited resources - it is called ego depletion. It works a while, but then your will runs out and you turn back to same tracks... It is like 1 step forward, 2 steps back...

But I have 0 motivation for anything... Only way I can escape boredom is by learning 24/7 about everything that exists and even doesn't exist... When I Am fully immersed in my work - Philosophy (can be anything, geniuses escape like this particularly in art) I experience pure beauty and unknown and I become nothing (free of ego, desires, boredom and suffering)... https://academyofideas.com/2013/12/the-ethics-of-schopenhauer/ https://bigthink.com/high-culture/schopenhauer-music-will/

But I suffer from chronic pain and fatigue past 6 years and I can't even play PC games anymore, because RSI... And watching TV shows is like torture for me at this point, I saw already all permutations that can happen... And I can't certainly learn 24/7 at this state, I have headaches and millions of problems...

It is catch 22:
Only thing which allows me to escape boredom is learning, but because I have chronic pain: I can't learn! And because I Am bored I Am making unhealthy decisions and it is getting worse and worse... Therefore I can't escape, because the very thing I need to do to get better, is the thing I can't do precisely because I Am unhealthy...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catch-22_(logic)